Where are you going?

Forward, i would just like to let everyone be perfectly aware that i hate you all. It's really nothing overly personal...it's just that people suck and they expect you to do the right thing...and when you don't you get to be the asshole...but don't ever impose on them the same.

I look around and people move...from one place to another..never knowing how their actions effect others.. how i that possible? I know my actions have consequences, and after many nights of dealing with them, i have come to terms with them.

Just remember, you are who you are. If your a scumbag..your a scumbag..who can tell you that you're wrong? What if your a 22 year old slob that doesn't keep a clean house? That's just who you are. Deal with it. Everyone tries to go around and be someone they're not.. I've tried..and let me tell you something..it never works..you get tired..and then you eventually come back to reality, and you look around and where are you? If you look around and don't remember how you got there...you either did way to many drugs..or you lied to yourself and ended up there.

Just do what makes you happy..but at the same time..try to not take to many people down with you when you do it... everyone is trying to do the same thing..so be respectful for the love of god.

What else is there to say at this point?


-Joe

It's been a minute, hasn't it...

How long has it been now? Well aparently i long time, and still to now surprise, no one cares haha. I've had a lot of time to think about thing to write about, and once in awhile i've even had i few things to say, but alas, now that im sitting here in front of my computer i can't think of anything.
To help me think of somthing, i type random things on this page. it looks a little something like "deefighrndithfuckfhginreggwhatfhfiergtofvierfnsayfrgj>" Which is ironic since that's what my writing looks like anyways.
When that doesn't work i resort to walking in circles or simply listening to the sounds of the world. Which boringly consist of the air conditioning kicking in, or the sound of sirens far off in the night. None of which consequently helps my writing one little bit.
Lately I've been planning for the future, which is undoubtly coming and i can't wait. Pretty soon I'll be in school wanting to see all my old friends. Hopefully they are all still around.
Time...I guess that's the point of this bog. You never really realize how much time passes..or really how fast it passes by. I guess it's a good thing that everyone wants to move so quickly. In some way it's like we are all instinctively designed to move fast so that we can get more time with what time we have. Although it just seems odd that since life passes us by so quickly then why is life the longest thing we do? Time doesn't really seem to play by any real rules.
For example, you start driving to go on vacation. It takes forever to get there. However on the way back it seems to take half the time. Perception seems to be the gauge we judge time in.
It's late, and i ran out of things to say, and reading back I'm just ashamed of this post. So i guess i should just stop while I'm ahead and bid everyone a good night.

It's life, and my computer is still broken.

Life is...what it is. I try to tell everyone that, and they just seem to not believe me, which is odd.. Everything has been going on lately... I came back from thanksgiving which i got to go home for, which is wicked exciting. It was so nice to go home and see everyone again..
Back in Jacksonville things are changing too, unfortunately i can't just tell people everything, but trust me, it's not too too bad down here... of course there are things that could be better, like if i could get out of the marines... sooner!!!! lol. sorry these posts aren't even close to the witty and unfounded humor of my older ones...but then again, no one ever reads this shit anyway.

-joe

The past week.

For the past week or so, my computer has been broken, leaving me without a way to write anything at all. Of course all the things that happen day to day slip away and next thing you know, you have no idea what you want to say.
I've been hanging out a lot lately, making sure i keep going to the gym, and watching what i eat. I need to get back into shape, i wish i never let myself go.
I bought a nice black shirt today, and i hope everyone who gets to see it enjoys it as much as much as i do. I don't really like the over all style but i guess for the most part it's okay.
Someone i cared a lot for the other day told me i can't talk to her anymore...which is kinda depressing, i knew life would go on, but i never thought i would have to sacrifice who i talk to. I guess life is just full of "surprises".
Other then that nothing to big happened. By the way i have a question to ask, whoever reads this. Is it a date to go out after 7? someone answer me that, because i don't think so.

-joe