Thursday, October 29, 2009

Wait, when is Halloween?

Really? i guess i didn't pay attention to the date, or the month, everything blends together, except for the few exceptions that make my life worth while and fun. All of my friends are good, and my past affliction fades faster then i could ever realize... for the second time.
Everything seems to be going well for the most part, and that's pretty damn exciting. There is only one thing that seems to be bothering me now more then most... now that life is good, there just doesn't seem to be anything worth talking about. Nothing to hold these conglomeration of words together, no cohesion.
Well i suppose it could be worse, i have good friends and a fairly good life, and i can keep smiling as if nothing was ever wrong. There feels like something is on the way i just can't seem to place my finger on it, like trying to mold water with only your will.
Halloween is right around the corner, and luckily i won't be alone, my second family down here gives me good reason to smile. i hope they don't mind me to terribly much, what would i do without them?
People are odd, no one ever thinks they need people to make them happy... but when you run out of people to tell your secrets too and smile with, you realize you couldn't live without them. Similarly to how the world couldn't live without the sun. That's why i realize people make sacrifices to the ones they love, and the ones they care about. It' all worth it in the long run.
With so many more things to say, and no memory to remember them, which will require someone to remind me to carry a pad with me.
I guess this might be the most boring and uninteresting post of them all. Although I'm sure there will be more to come. Luckily for me, not so lucky for you.


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